LorenAmelang<p><a href="https://neuromatch.social/tags/Introduction" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#<span>Introduction</span></a> </p><p>The kids I grew up with knew I was "different", but my parents and school insisted I was normal. Now I've explored <a href="https://neuromatch.social/tags/Autism" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#<span>Autism</span></a> <a href="https://neuromatch.social/tags/Prosopagnosia" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#<span>Prosopagnosia</span></a> <a href="https://neuromatch.social/tags/Alexithymia" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#<span>Alexithymia</span></a> and <a href="https://neuromatch.social/tags/Aphantasia" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#<span>Aphantasia</span></a> and have an idea what was going on, but then I thought everyone saw the world like I did, just coped better. I coped by becoming a <a href="https://neuromatch.social/tags/PluralSystem" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#<span>PluralSystem</span></a> by age three when I realized my girl self would have to be hidden. After six "guy" IDs, I'm now back being that girl. Still running the system, but with more E and less T...</p><p>Age nine I was forced to wear <a href="https://neuromatch.social/tags/Bifocal" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#<span>Bifocal</span></a> <a href="https://neuromatch.social/tags/PlusLensTheory" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#<span>PlusLensTheory</span></a> glasses every waking moment. Shattered my body sense and <a href="https://neuromatch.social/tags/CognitiveMap" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#<span>CognitiveMap</span></a> - <a href="https://www.psychoros.com/consumed-by-the-light/" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank"><span class="invisible">https://www.</span><span class="ellipsis">psychoros.com/consumed-by-the-</span><span class="invisible">light/</span></a> Spent endless days of lonely boredom exploring the ~30° wedges of <a href="https://neuromatch.social/tags/SpatialViewCells" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#<span>SpatialViewCells</span></a> and the flat dioramas between them. Now I'm rebuilding a 3D world around my body, where <a href="https://neuromatch.social/tags/HeadDirectionCells" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#<span>HeadDirectionCells</span></a> can have a single basis and <a href="https://neuromatch.social/tags/DorsalStream" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#<span>DorsalStream</span></a> depth can pop out of the flat distance like content from a random dot stereogram.</p><p>Despite all that, I've been online since <a href="https://neuromatch.social/tags/ARPAnet" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#<span>ARPAnet</span></a> and <a href="https://neuromatch.social/tags/DJNR" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#<span>DJNR</span></a>, wrote the first magazine article with simultaneous code distribution (via 8" floppies in the post), coded fab robots to move 6" & 8" Silicon wafers, built my (almost) independent <a href="https://neuromatch.social/tags/SolarPV" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#<span>SolarPV</span></a> and <a href="https://neuromatch.social/tags/SolarThermal" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#<span>SolarThermal</span></a> house (7K lines of C++ from 1998, 42 device outs), and evolved an audio system with bandwidth from DC to a half MHz. Helped raise four unique kids, as adult minds in young bodies. Still mystify most of the adults I encounter...</p>