Diligence Jones<p>A thing that went through my mind today -- and it has nothing to do with the ongoing coup:</p><p>Adulting is high.</p><p>It was a moment of self-doubt. </p><p>I thought: what if I never recover my mojo because grief has stamped it all out? What if no one wants me anymore because I spent the whole fucking year dealing with dad's literal and figurative shit?</p><p>It was petty.<br>But it's what I felt.</p><p>Sigh. </p><p>My Heauxtation was awesome, gotdammit.</p><p><a href="https://sfba.social/tags/DadsLump" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#<span>DadsLump</span></a> <a href="https://sfba.social/tags/RealTalk" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#<span>RealTalk</span></a> <a href="https://sfba.social/tags/LadyBachelorIsTIREDT" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#<span>LadyBachelorIsTIREDT</span></a></p>