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Forth Chapter

By June, the situation in which ES was living had deteriorated drastically. The borders had been closed for over a month. He wrote that the northern Gaza Strip was being starved: "We lack any humanitarian aid." He continued: "I can't remember the last time we had fresh fruit and vegetables, poultry, meat, or dairy products. Whatever processed canned food is left is being sold at much higher prices." People are running out of money, and there are no longer any banking services. "It feels like a never-ending vicious cycle," he wrote in the chatbox.

He also witnessed Israeli forces using quadcopters to attack civilians. "Once we were at the market, where a group of people were shot at, killing at least three people. It's horrifying, to say the least."

In July, ES asked his brother to travel to get more medication from a sibling's stash of his doctor's medicine. Although it was a great risk, he returned with enough to last ES until October. It was a relief to have more pills left, but he wrote, "When these run out, I WILL absolutely have to find another way to get them because, as far as I know, there are none left up north. And I don't know if they can send any more up north."

ES decided it would be best to ration his medication and skip doses. "I did that for a few days. But my doctor told me I couldn't do that under any circumstances. It's better to be cut off from the supply than to ration/share it or mix up the dose."

As the months passed, the stress became too much for ES. "I try to persevere, trust in my faith, and do my best to find a way out, even though working under pressure has never been easy for me. I've turned to certain organizations to get medicine to Gaza, but every door I knock on is closed. The only door that never closes is God's, and maybe by sharing my story, I can finally get the help I need."

On July 10, ES wrote: "It's been crazy here. The violent clashes have been extremely close. Everything has gone crazy in the last few days. 🙁 " The raging conflict made it impossible to imagine when his dwindling supply of pills might be replenished.

In August, ES's original doctor stopped responding. "I hope nothing happened to him," he wrote. On September 15, ES wrote: "For the past ten months, I've been lucky. I had access to my HIV medication because I stayed in northern Gaza. But now I'm running out. I took the last doses available in the north," and he was told "no more shipments are arriving. There are no more medications for me."
Mylan brand blue pill box: Lopinavir/Ritonavir 200mg/50mg, 120 tablets
white pill box from Mylan: Emtricitabine/Tenofobir, 200 mg/300 mg, 30 tablets

At that point, Dr. Tarek Loubani, a Canadian emergency physician of Palestinian descent representing a medical organization called Glia, saw ES's story on Instagram and contacted him to help. Loubani has participated in more than 20 medical missions in Gaza since 2011 and continues to do so, despite being shot in 2018, which he downplays ("it was the cleanest shot possible").

On their first scheduled mission after the October 7 attack, Loubani's group brought various medications to prevent shortages, including 100,000 units of insulin. But when it came to HIV medication, the first problem Loubani encountered was that ES "takes a very, very, very specific medication that most people with HIV don't use."

Nevertheless, Glia did everything she could to obtain the medication, but was thwarted in several countries. "I thought we could simply buy it in Jordan, but in Jordan, access to the medication was absolutely forbidden to anyone who wasn't Jordanian."

"I don't have great news," Loubani wrote to ES in early October, along with a photo of three bottles of urgently needed lopinavar/ritonavir tablets that had been procured in Canada. "Everything is ready for entry in Jordan, but on Tuesday the entire team was denied entry. It has been postponed until October 22nd. 🙁 🙁 If you know of anyone who will still be allowed in, I'll be happy to pass it on to them."

But when Glia transported a three-month supply of medicines to the Gaza border, the shipment was confiscated. Then Glia, along with some of the organization's medical volunteers, was barred from entering Gaza. The organization believes this was retaliation for her contribution to a New York Times essay published on October 9 under the headline "65 Doctors, Nurses and Paramedics: What We Saw in Gaza."

When contacted, the Israeli Coordination of Government Activities in the Territories (COGAT) responded that "Israel neither blocks nor restricts the import of medicines, including HIV medications, which can be imported without quantitative restrictions." COGAT did not directly address a question about whether Glia had been retaliated against for the Times article, but merely described an article about the suspension as "outdated" and said, "The organization's activities have been approved."

Loubani said Israel treated the medical supplies "basically like weapons depots" and accused the military of "burning down many of the medical depots it found." Loubani said the Israeli military was "stationing snipers in front of some depots." A pharmacist "ran and tried to get the medicine, was shot in the neck, and miraculously survived," Loubani said.

Then, in mid-October, ES's house was hit by a rocket. He, his brother, and his mother barely escaped with their lives. In his Instagram stories, he shared a picture of a damaged wall. ES said his brother had been sleeping next to it, but his cats, his constant companions, were found dead under rubble. In a video shared by ES, an emergency worker says, "Alhamdulillah, alhamdulillah," as she leads him out of his destroyed home, while he clings to his walker and wipes tears from his face.

ES moved with his family from his damaged home to a friend's house, which they rent in another part of Gaza City. "I haven't been able to rest lately. It's been four days, but all my psyche needs is to return home and rest, and I can't," ES explained.

On October 26, ES was finally able to reconnect with his original doctor from the Ministry of Health in the south, who had good news: He was able to get more of his medication. One of the medications is intended for children. "So I have to take 2.5 tablets instead of the one I used to take."

On December 3, Loubani wrote: "Good news: Lopinavir/Ritonavir for 3 months finally arrived on Tuesday. Now we need to get it to Gaza City." Many people around the world helped make this happen because, as he put it, "HIV medication is important for everyone. It holds a special place in people's hearts."

HIV medications are important for everyone. They hold a special place in people's hearts.
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ES currently has a few months before he needs to worry again, and he says his mental health has improved significantly, but he still desperately hopes he can leave Gaza before he runs out of medication again.

"No matter how tirelessly Israel works to make things work for us who suffer in Palestine, the magic and power of God defy these efforts," says ES. "They are evident in these small acts of grace—the kindness of strangers who have expressed concern and offered help, and the miraculous arrival of my medication through a plan I could never have foreseen. These acts of grace keep us steadfast in Gaza."

By Afeef Nessouli and Steven W. Thrasher. Originally published on January 13, 2025. Translated from English and republished with permission from The Intercept, an award-winning nonprofit news organization dedicated to holding the powerful accountable through fearless, adversarial journalism. Sign up for The Intercept's newsletter.

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magazin.hiv · Krieg und HIV überlebenWie überlebt man Krieg und HIV, die Angst vor Bomben und vor Aids? Ein Jahr im Leben eines queeren Palästinensers mit HIV im Norden Gazas.
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Third Chapter

By the time ES's HIV infection was finally properly treated, "it was already very late." The disease had progressed to AIDS by then, as the number of his T cells—a type of white blood cell necessary to fight infection—was dangerously low. An MRI suggested that an opportunistic infection might have already spread to his brain.

By restarting his HIV medication, ES's condition eventually improved, and he was able to pull himself out of his deep depression. "I started figuring out how to get back into life. One of the first things I did was dress in bright colors instead of all black. I also created Instagram stories, mostly for myself, to save in the archive. But my father didn't like that and sensed I was 'going down that road again,' so he assumed I was communicating with someone online."

In early 2023, ES said his father continued to give him intimidating "pep talks." He threatened to kill him if he continued "acting like a faggot." The cost of his treatment also caused pressure, and ES said his father wouldn't let him forget this. Instead of prioritizing rehabilitation, ES threw himself into working as an English tutor seven days a week. The exhausting workload hampered his recovery. When he was diagnosed with neurosyphilis, his doctor said the physical complications would be temporary as long as he received proper physical therapy and rehabilitation. But because there were no facilities for these in Gaza, he planned to work hard for a year and save money to travel for treatment.

Months later, on a rare Saturday off from work, ES agreed to go swimming with his brother, his father, and his younger half-brother at a local pool. He was excited—he hadn't been swimming in a long time. The night before, he talked to his father about where they could get one of those "round, tire-like flotation devices," because with his disability, he said, "he wouldn't have a chance in the water without one." His father assured him they could buy one along the way.

But as he was making coffee around 6 a.m. the next morning, he began to see and hear an "unbelievable number of rockets being fired over the horizon. I knew immediately something was wrong. I had never seen anything like it. I rushed inside to wake my mother and brother and then called my father. We didn't even need to cancel our plans for the day—it was clear they were already canceled."

It was October 7, 2023. ES turned on the television and quickly realized that some people had managed to break the siege and enter Israeli territory. Before he could fully comprehend the repercussions, "it felt like breaking out of prison—literally," he said.

But then he was brought back down to earth. What initially seemed like a prison escape for Gaza eventually turned into an even harsher prison sentence.

Months of Israeli military violence in front of his home and the inadequate supply of food exacerbated his disability. The longer ES had to live without adequate rehabilitation or food, the more his mobility deteriorated.

And if the syphilis came back, "I don't think there are any doctors left who can help." He's running out of HIV medication, and he knows this could be his death sentence. He understands that at some point he'll have to start prioritizing his health over the fear of being outed. In one message, he wrote, "It remains painfully true that silence is death," echoing a phrase coined by the activist group ACT UP in the 1980s.

So he started connecting online with people he thought could help. Around the same time, a controversial story about a person who stopped taking their HIV medication under very different circumstances garnered attention on Instagram.

On December 1, 2023, playwright Victor I. Cazares had to rush to the airport to travel to his native Texas when his grandmother became ill. Cazares' artistic home at the time was the New York Theatre Workshop, where he was completing a two-year fellowship and teaching a class.

"I had forgotten my HIV pills. The taxi was there, and I forgot them," Cazares recalled. But as Cazares sat on the plane, a vivid scene played out in his mind. "I imagined the Palestinians fleeing their homes and finding they had forgotten their medication or no longer had access to it. On top of that, it was World AIDS Day."

An idea took shape: "I won't take my medicine until the New York Theatre Workshop calls for a ceasefire." The company is known for its work on AIDS, such as the musical "Rent," but like many nonprofit organizations in the arts and other fields, it had remained silent about the rising death toll in Gaza.

I imagined Palestinians fleeing their homes and finding that they have forgotten their medication or no longer have access to it.
Victor I. Cazares

Cazares' pill strike, documented on his own Instagram account and the subject of a widely read story on Vulture, recalls a history of HIV medication refusal as a form of activism. In post-apartheid South Africa in 2002, Zackie Achmat, co-founder and activist of the Treatment Action Campaign, became known for his refusal to take antiretroviral medication until it was available to everyone.

Cazares told Vulture that they were prepared to refuse to take their medication until the New York Theatre Workshop called for a ceasefire, a ceasefire was reached, or they were hospitalized.

Then, "the night sweats started. I felt the pH of my skin change. It took about two months before I became noticeable."

"I started experiencing certain neurological symptoms. I started getting scared," Cazares recalled to The Intercept. Cazares had moments when she couldn't think clearly and felt troubled by the "faulty" thoughts and "paths my mind was taking." As a playwright, Cazares worried about what would happen if these symptoms worsened and she suffered permanent neurological damage.

After Cazares learned about ES and his attempts to obtain the medication they had voluntarily refused, they began to cry—and eventually to sob.

"It's not that I couldn't imagine a person like ES"; Cazares just hadn't known exactly who they were. In 14 years of living with HIV, "I've had nights where I was really scared, even though I had access to medication, and I can't imagine what that must be like for ES." Cazares noted how the "propaganda, pinkwashing," and stigma make people living with HIV "disappear."

Ultimately, the reason Cazares ended the strike after 125 days and resumed taking the medication was that she no longer believed the New York Theatre Workshop would speak out. Cazares came to this realization when the company mounted a production of the World War II-era play "Here There Are Blueberries," which she described as "a play about people who remain inactive during a genocide," and the New York Theatre Workshop still hadn't spoken out against the violence in Gaza.

When an HIV patient stops taking antiretroviral medication, "the virus can multiply very rapidly in the body," says Dr. Oni Blackstock, an HIV primary care physician and former deputy commissioner of the Bureau of HIV at the New York City Department of Health. The biggest hurdle in dealing with an otherwise treatable virus is when access to medical care is disrupted by racism, homelessness, or war. The second biggest challenge arises when the stigma surrounding treatment keeps patients away.

Although the time it takes for the effects of stopping antiretroviral medication to become noticeable varies, Blackstock said this could happen within a few weeks or days and has a lot to do with the person's baseline condition.

Given that ES had neurosyphilis, typically eats only one meal a day, and is trying to survive a genocide, his situation is already quite precarious. Even a brief interruption of his HIV medication could lead to a worsening of his neurological symptoms and mobility.

"HIV destroys CD4+ T cells, which protect us from infection. Without medication, the virus multiplies, producing more copies of itself, and the immune system weakens—leaving the person vulnerable to various types of infections and cancer," warned Blackstock. "Even minor infections can become serious." The risks in Gaza extend far beyond minor infections. Wounds from rubble and bombings are common, hepatitis A and cholera are rampant, and war zones are breeding grounds for antibiotic resistance.

Even polio, once eradicated, is back.

Compared to people living with HIV worldwide, what ES experiences is both universal—stigma has been a major barrier to his health—and place-specific due to the ongoing genocide in Gaza and the decades-long occupation of Palestine.

Around November 2023, the brother of ES's doctor gained access to the Health Department's infectious diseases warehouse in northern Gaza and brought the medicines ES needed to his own home. "He feared they would be destroyed if he left them at the clinic," ES said. He received a three-month supply—enough to buy him a bit of time.

For months, ES had avoided publicly asking for help, unwilling to acknowledge his dwindling supply while the Israeli military was killing his neighbors. It felt strange to ask for help while others were starving or orphaned. He also suspected that there was some chance the supply could somehow be replenished.

However, in March 2024, he began reaching out. (He reached out to Afeef, one of the co-authors of this story, because of his coverage of queer Arab stories on his Instagram page.) ES wrote: "I have about two months of HIV medication left. And I'm definitely looking for ways to get my medication."

It feels like a never-ending vicious circle.
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-second chapter

To my father's surprise," said ES, "the doctor friend was fully sympathetic to my case and advised my father to urgently take me to the infectious diseases department to register me (anonymously) and provide me with antiretroviral drugs and other necessary treatments." ES believes that his father's friend saved his life.

His parents' reaction to his illness put a strain on their relationship. "I kind of blame my parents for my disability," ES said. "I shouldn't blame them, because God intended it that way, and I respect that. I accepted that I had to accept it."

But he still feels so much love for her. "You would expect support from your family—that would be the most important thing for you. Or a strong circle of friends, a chosen family. But I didn't have anyone."

Nevertheless, he discovered evidence of other apparently queer people. In a voice message, ES described shopping for groceries at the market in Gaza City. He was accompanying his mother, and there was "this man with short hair, and his outfit was completely coordinated. And he had one of those little bags, like the ones you carry over your shoulder, and that's not what a man wears, at least in Gaza. And the way he walked was a bit extravagant."

A few weeks later, he saw two more men who "looked straight, or dressed straight, and wore hats. Arab men in Gaza like to wear tight jeans. But as I walked past these two men, we made eye contact, and I just felt it. These guys are sleeping together."

ES says it's exciting to "check out" other people in Gaza who might be queer. But it also brings with it other emotions. "I only make assumptions about their sexual orientation. I guess based on how fast they walk or what they're wearing, but the overriding feeling I get is uncertainty. What if this person notices me? I've noticed them, so does that mean they also notice my queerness? So I feel this sense of shame and judgment or disapproval almost immediately."

He likes to express himself by bleaching his eyebrows. "When I was a baby, I had blonde hair. It's become a ritual now. I usually get shy and ask my mom to buy me the products. It's weird when I buy them myself."

At the moment, it is difficult for him to prioritize any identity other than that of being a surviving Palestinian.

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How do you survive war and HIV, the fear of bombs and AIDS? In March 2024, journalist Afeef Nessouli received a message from ES, a Palestinian queer artist in northern Gaza who desperately needed medication for his HIV treatment. The two stayed in touch, and earlier this year, together with Steven W. Thrasher, Nessouli told ES's story in a widely read article, which we publish here as an unabridged, literal translation.
Queer, HIV-positive and almost without medication in Gaza

By Afeef Nessouli and Steven W. Thrasher. Originally published on January 13, 2025. Translated from English and republished with permission from The Intercept, an award-winning nonprofit news organization dedicated to holding the powerful accountable through fearless, adversarial journalism. Sign up for The Intercept's newsletter.

Life in northern Gaza is difficult enough without having to worry about AIDS. Air and ground attacks pose a constant threat, preventing people from leaving their homes to get food. "We have to be frugal," said 27-year-old ES, who lives with his mother and younger brother in the Tel al-Hawa neighborhood in southwest Gaza City. "People fight each other to get the aid packages."

And then there is the question of medication.

“My doctor told me that the antiretroviral drugs are completely used up and there are no more in stock,” said ES, who lives with HIV and agreed to speak to The Intercept using a pseudonym to avoid stigma in his community and problems with Israeli authorities.

My doctor told me that the antiretroviral medications are completely used up and there are no more in stock.
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He requires tenofovir, a common HIV medication, and lopinavir/ritonavir, a much less commonly prescribed drug. Sometimes ES had so little left that he risked starting rationing his pills by skipping his morning dose. "There are no more shipments coming in, or there are no shipments coming in at all to the south or the north," he wrote in a personal message. While Israel denies any disruption to the supply of medication, international aid organizations like Glia have told The Intercept that the delivery of HIV medication to the Gaza Strip has been specifically blocked.
A self-portrait shows ES's shadow with his walking aid. © ES

Without these medications, ES, who already uses a walker to get around, would rapidly deteriorate. Within a short period of time, he would move even more slowly, and he could lose the ability to walk altogether. Given that soldiers are ordering mass expulsions and shooting Palestinians trying to escape, this could mean a death sentence.

As Israel's war on Gaza rages around him, ES has spent most of his time at home with his two cats. While many of his neighbors have moved south to Rafah, he stayed with his brother and his mother, a cancer survivor. Due to his limited mobility as a result of a viral infection exacerbated by HIV, leaving would be more dangerous than staying.

So they decided to stay in the north, despite warnings from the occupying military forces that they should leave. While his home offers more protection than a tent, it isn't necessarily safe: "I saw people being shot by snipers right across from me. It was a family of five trying to cross the street after being ordered to leave their building before it was bombed." He said the parents died, but the children survived.

ES received his medication from the Al Rimal Martyrs Clinic, but it was evacuated and subsequently served as a shelter for displaced Palestinians.

"Now, during the genocide, I fear not only that my health will deteriorate, but also how my family will react," he wrote. For years, his family did not acknowledge his HIV status; now he worries that his condition will be a burden to them.

The horror is even worse for Palestinians in Gaza who have to search for vital medicines. It is especially difficult for the few dozen who need stigmatized HIV medications.

According to "HIV/AIDS in Palestine: A growing concern," a 2020 article published in the International Journal of Infectious Disease, there have been only about 100 officially documented cases of HIV by the Palestinian Ministry of Health. Nevertheless, the report notes that "the Middle East and North Africa region is generally considered an area where HIV infection is a growing concern due to the high mortality rate associated with AIDS," and that "this problem also affects Palestine (the West Bank and Gaza Strip)."

The reason for this is that HIV incidence is slowly increasing, and untreated HIV-positive Palestinians are at risk of developing full-blown AIDS. Similar to the HIV dynamics among Black queer men in the Mississippi Delta, patients in Palestine "become vulnerable to opportunistic infections within a short period of time, presumably due to late diagnosis and presentation of cases." [Editor's note: Opportunistic infections "take advantage" of the opportunity when the immune system of people with HIV is already severely compromised because the HIV infection is untreated.]

And as outbreaks in America and Greece have shown, without adequate testing and screening, the number of HIV cases can increase rapidly.

As recently documented in Ukraine and Russia, wars have significantly increased the risk of HIV transmission. In Gaza, general rules for preventing bloodborne infections simply cannot be followed.

The Gaza Health Ministry told The Intercept that at the beginning of the war, it contacted patients with HIV and asked them to visit certain health facilities, “and their treatment could continue for a period of 3 months.”

“Unfortunately, treatment is no longer possible now,” the ministry added.

Bombings regularly result in Palestinians without proper training (let alone latex gloves) desperately trying to save their wounded neighbors; hospitals lack water to wash hands and surfaces; and patients with gaping wounds are treated on blood-stained floors.

With the few hospitals in Gaza attacked and largely destroyed – killing more than 1,000 health workers and imprisoning others – this is not an environment in which a virus can be contained.

“Queerness” represents my need to be free and fluid.
ESES was born and raised in Gaza. He was raised as a Muslim but no longer practices the religion. He describes himself in many ways: as someone who is deeply spiritual, with a deep connection to the divine. As an artist with a focus on mixed-media works on gender expression and Gaza. As someone who is HIV-positive. As a Palestinian. As queer.

“I like the term ‘queerness’ – it represents my need to be free and fluid,” he wrote.

In his youth, ES discovered sexuality with his classmates and neighbors. Many of them, he explained, are now married to women. He also had painful experiences with some men without his consent.
Colorful artwork with various elements, including eyes, a female figure and differently colored surfaces
Art by ES © ES
Artwork: Male figure next to circles and rays on a blue background
Art by ES © ESES spent a year as an exchange student at a high school in the US. He then applied to several colleges there, but while waitlisted, began studying in Turkey on a scholarship in early 2014. At that time, he began to feel symptoms that he feared might mean he had contracted HIV. That same year, he received a scholarship to study at a US college and moved to the Midwest in late 2016, where he was diagnosed with HIV and syphilis and treated with antiretroviral drugs. Feeling he could no longer cope with his illness on his own, he left the US in 2019 and returned to Gaza.

Gaza was the love of his life, especially the beach. "It's the only place where I feel at peace with myself."

But upon his return, ES didn't know any other queer person, let alone anyone with HIV. When his parents learned of his HIV status, they told him it was his fault and feared it would bring shame on the family.

ES found it easier to avoid the subject, so he ran out of the medication he had been given in the US. He didn't know he could have contacted the Department of Health to get more. His physical health was deteriorating. "It was very complicated because my mother was battling cancer," he said. "She always justifies it by saying that so much was happening. Because she was diagnosed with breast cancer and was being treated around the same time."

People who have just been infected with HIV may not feel anything and may appear asymptomatic for many years. But ES also had syphilis. Delayed treatment of this condition and his HIV infection (which weakened his immune system) allowed the syphilis to develop into neurosyphilis, damaging his nervous system, causing him chronic pain, impairing his ability to walk, and leading him to severe depression and anxiety.

He felt unable to ask his parents for support because the topic of his sexuality, as well as his HIV status and viral infection, was already so taboo.

"They just think, no, the natural way to do it is with cock and pussy. But if you do it with cock and pussy, you're going to go to hell. And before you go to hell, you're going to destroy our family's reputation." His parents had divorced a few years earlier. "'If anyone finds out about your HIV status, there will be an apocalypse that will destroy the whole world.' That's how they made me feel."

For years, ES suffered from pain without support. "I complained of leg pain. My father took me to the beach every month or so to lecture me and remind me to change my life." When his father saw that the infection was limiting his ability to walk, he took him to a neurologist—but according to ES, he told his son to lie about his condition. The neurologist couldn't help ES without knowing the truth.

In 2022, his father finally turned to a close friend who was a doctor. This time, he confessed that his son might be suffering from a sexually transmitted disease.

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Thank you for sharing. This all so terrible.
I had a similar experience after cancer surgery. The stitches in my stomach came undone and I developed a high fever and was in unbearable pain. Hospital staff said I was making a fuss and was just lazy. Until a doctor came and recognized it. I spent six months in the hospital after that. I was sent home as a palliative care patient, no longer fit for rehabilitation. This was in a German university hospital, in the German healthcare system, which they say is one of the best in the world. So it's not just about money, as these examples prove. It's skin color and gender that determine whether you're lucky or unlucky. Since then, I've had a disability and a severe burden in my daily life. What upsets me so much is that they can just carry on like this. This must be stopped. People like you and others who bring this to the public's attention are helping to show what a misogynistic system this is and the damage it causes. Critical doctors who see it this way must finally become our allies and have the courage to fight it.

And it gets even better. Because I complained about the violation of my human dignity, a female nurse threatened to stop caring for me when she was on duty, which would have meant my death. She made a sign with her hand on her neck. And then she actually tortured me by refusing to give me treatment, pain infusions, etc. As a result, I ended up in the observation room of the intensive care unit where I had been before. The people there shook their heads, couldn't explain it, and I said nothing more because I was afraid for my life. I was alone because I lived 400 km away and I didn't have a partner or family. I'll never forget that. Since then, I've always been afraid and don't go to a hospital unless it's really serious. Something like that can't be justified by being overworked or anything else.

This has to stop, everything...

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TIL about frozen shoulder.

A childhood level friend of mine, suffered from this.

Just like repatitive stress injury frozen shoulder occurs gradually. It can take a couple of years of years before it fully develops. But you will notice when it's there in full swing.

Ready article learn, make sure that you keep moving, so that these types of diseases do not happened to you

#Medical #shoulder #DOT #joint #motion #RSI

mayoclinic.org/diseases-condit

I forgot about this! In Heathrow the #nhs has #medical #bike . As a person that loves bikes more than any other inanimate objects I was really excited to see this. I’m pretty sure it’s a trek or similar frame.

Also as a person who has more than 1 #cargoBike I really like how much stuff is strapped to this bad boy. It’s great.

Such a great mode of transportation in a busy place. Also I’m fairly positive it’s British racing green, which is a nice touch.

So, I touched probably nightshade or similar (maybe eisenhut or similar, bit I think nightshade), and forgot to wash my hands before eating. With my hands of course. Yesterday. What could go wrong?

pm me if you want, solicited advice, I am trying to find out if I just wait it out or call the medical Hotline. Obviously Super reluctant to do that.

I have fever, tingling in the mouth, extreme light sensitivity, light nausea, water retention (no peeing) and had in the small hours coming and going delirium like realist repetitive dreams I can't really wake up from.. These last seem to be gone now..

The last hour I felt better so I could do some research, change shirts and bedsheets, and function a bit in general, before I was just under the blankets shivering and dreading light and anything touching my skin.

Ibu and paracetamol don't seem to work as normal with fever. Just sweating and shivering in uneternal darkness.

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#PPMI's #virtual #health center is its most popular clinic…serving >10k patients/year. PPMI plans to expand virtual appointments by 40%, including weekend & evening hours.

"For some rural communities, having access to #telehealth has made significant changes in their health," said Wallett, PPMI's chief #medical operating officer. "In telehealth, I can have an appointment in my car during lunch. I don't have to take extra time off. I don't have to drive there. I don't have to find child care."

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Yet, unlike some independent clinics that had to close, #PlannedParenthood's national federation brings in hundreds of millions of dollars a year, the majority of which is spent on #policy & #legal efforts rather than state-level #medical services.

The org & some of its state affiliates have also battled allegations of mismanagement, & complaints about staffing & patient care. PPMI staffers in 5 clinics #unionized last year, w/some citing problems in mgmt, #workplace & #care conditions.